Enter the Spririt of Crazy's Weird Life

Man I am 169cm tall and my reccommened weight is 67-71 kgs and I am 51 kgs.

Dam metabolism. It is too high. Just sitting here I burnig of all the food that I have eaten in the last hour. I dont even have to do anything and I just remain at this weight. Argh man it sux.

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Well as you all know, the nutty side of me came out this weekend - went skydiving! BLOODY AWESOME is all i have to say! It is so hard to describe how it feels unless you have done it yourself. The adrenaline is awesome after you land HEHE!

Well I think that I must have tried to fly again yesterday! Had an accident. Was up a ladder trying to get the cobwebs down and mum hadnt put the safety latch on! I was right at the top of the ladder - its about 2 metres tall, and it started to slip and I fell with it and landed on my ankle and I have a bruise to prove it! Just do not do a me is all I have to say coz it aint pretty - might end up with broken bones. I am lucky that I didnt break any!

Nick was a gentleman and came around to make sure that I was ok! What a sweety that he is become! HEHE!

Yaya! Get to pick up my glasses on Friday before I get on the bus! Cant wait to find out if i got transition lenses - mum wont tell me :( Yay I also get to leave school early that day as I am cathching the bus at 2pm to Waihi and mum is picking me up from there and taking me to Whangamata for the weekend. I cant believe that we organised this weekend like 8 weeks ago - man does time fly HEHE!

Holidays in 2 weeks YAYA! Can see all my old mates from the Spirit of New Zealand! New Plymouth here I come HEHE! Then the Beach Hop on the last weekend as well. I dont think that I am going to be home HEHE Yay. Means I wont have to put up with my lil brother that is a pain in the arse HEHE!

Lets just say that i used to get harrassed heaps and was called lots of names but i chose to ignore it for the best but it still hurt to be called.... a "lesbian" and it wasnt even true for christ sake. and then someone who i thought was my friend decided to go and tell my mum alot of bull shit that wasnt even true - that i was sleeping with a 25 year old and that i was smoking! NOT EVEN TRUE! Her excuse was that i need guiding from mum, and that i cant make my own decisions and said it was for the best! Now someone else i thought was a friend is now trying to blackmail and threaten me if i dont give her the money that she thinks i owe her she will go and tell mum all this shit that aint even true. just doing it for the pure enjoyment.

that is the reason as to why i left so that i could get away from the people that are like that. I came here to start a fresh beginning and not have you all judge me by my past. It is a past that i want to drop and forget ok. Just thought you all have a right to know ok.

I am 16 for christ sake and i should be able to make my own decisions so that i make my own mistakes so that i can learn from them because it is harder to learn from someone elses mistakes and also i need my own personal space.

And just because mum thinks that i am going to turn out like her - having a child at 17, i am not going to do that. i would rather get through school then get a good job then settle down and think about having children. I am too young to be thinking about children at this time of my life.

When you have children, what would you like to call them?? Any preferences as to the name or would you wait until you have the child? Or is having children not an option??

Well my weekend was ok. Just because my brother was home he got all the attention. I am so glad that he gone back to boarding school. But then he will be back for the holidays. Damn. Oh well.

Ended up going to the beach after all the mucking around. It was good to get away though. Rained a bit though but didnt dampen my spirit to go swimming at the beach. Nice and warm! :P

Got five easter eggs but havent been able to eat them all because of the fact that i have a stupid tooth ache. Meh I will get over it. Got my second mens B jab yesterday! YAYA! One more to go - 10th May.

Yay! I am going skydiving on Saturday as well. It is going to awesome. I havent even flown before LOL. Just hope the weather holds out! Fingers crossed.

Heres a quote for you to think about -
"Draw a circle around the ones you love, because a heart may break, but a circle never ends!"

Man I am so sick of this weekend. There is absolutely nothing to do! No one is in town that I can go visit which absolutely sucks to the meanest.

I wish that my lil bro was back at school. Just coz he is sick mum is favouring him and keeps going nuts at me. It is kinda amusing but then it absolutely sucks as well but meh I will get over it eventually.

I hope that you are all having a good weekend and have found something interesting to do as well. Enjoy it to the best that you can.

Well better go now.

Ciao

At lunch time today Brewster thought he would be kool and throw a pepsi bottle. And who was the person that he got? Me!!!! And man did it hurt. It has left a bruise and I am sure that it may have bruised the bone. I can hardly walk properly. But Brewster better watch himself because once my foot comes right I am out to get REVENGE!!! Revenge is sweet and I love dishing it out because of the reactions that you get from it!!! HEHEHE LOL!

Other than that, school was pretty good. But boring and dull as usual.

Yay! Mum is in Auckland for the night! House to myself. What a pity that Nick is busy HEHE!

Yay! My little brother is coming home tomorrow. Man I can't believe that it has been five weeks since he started Boarding School in Auckland. The house has been weird with out him but then I can't wait for him to go back HEHE! And I can't believe that I miss him, I thought that would never happen, but it has HEHE!

I get to start my long weekend early tomorrow. I leave school at the end of period four but I have to go the Optometrist to have an eye examination and also get to choose new frames for my glasses. Yaya! Bring it on!

And bring on the weekend!!!!!!!

Man me, Beke and Nick went to the Crusty Demons last night and man they rocked. Got to see them back flip a quad bike and also a snow mobeel. There wasnt much carnege but there were some funny parts that made us laugh. We tried to get into the mosh pit when Shihad was playing but couldnt coz we had silver tickets and you needed gold tickets. Nick found a gold ticket lying around but Beke ran off with it. Then all of a sudden there were no guards there so Nick went as well but I decided not to coz I wouldve got squashed and stampeded I am that small lol. But it was definately worth going to.

Man I am so tired. Do I have to go to school tomorrow?? At least this week is only a four day week. And next week is only a three day week. Still got no plans for the weekend. Am open to anything at this stage!

Man today is so boring. Can I go home now?? But at least when i get home tonight mom will not be home! YAY! Off to the beach she goes again till Friday.

Man Beke's party on Saturday night was great. Funny to see everyone, well not everyone, get drunk!! Matt was funny to watch, a bloody funny drunk. Running around like idiots, but it was absolutely funny. I ended up walking into a rose bush. Beke ran into a sheep ramp, and she also walked into a barbed fence. Tackled Dan to the ground. Des and Beke ran into numerous rose bushes. Man Jesse was running around trying to find the alcohol but there was none left by 2am. Highly amusing to see all this. Oh and to see Dan's car egged and teepeed! :P it would have been a really huge amusement to see his reaction as well. Trudi put lipstick on Lee. Trudi also ran around huggin everyone and saying that she loved them, extremely happy she was. Nick and I sleep outside until we got kicked in the head a few too many times.

Man i cant wait for the weekend. School is the shit hole man. Although i dont have any plans to do anything. Want to skip town. Go somewhere like Whangamata, all the way man!!

Yay it is Friday today. The last day of the school week. And Beke's party is tomorrow. Yay!

Was supposed to work last night but I never showed up and I am absolutely shocked that my boss did not try and ring me to see why I wasnt there.
I am not even going tonight.

Man TIM is boring again. I am sick of boredom. HELP! Bring on Interval now please! Food :P

Yay Easter aint to far away now. Apparently we get a five day weekend: Good Friday 25th March til Easter Tuesday 30th. But who bloody knows, coz i sure dont. Anyone know??

Man Tony is evil. Loves to pick on me. It is funny but annoying at the same time. But the amusing thing is that Adam is absolutely frightened of me :P :D And who knows why?

Man, this is so stupid - school. what is the point in going?? i only go to school to socalize it is that boring. i hate it!

not much has happened. cant wait to get home! mum aint coming home til friday now. YAY!

might go home and sleep. to tired. someone come visit me at home please!!!

Well i am in TIM yet again and we actually got a reliever today but this is so boring it aint funny. i would rather that i am at home sleeping. the best thing i like HEHE LOL. only 30 minutes to go though so i shouldnt complainn.

got to do brothers stupid pamphlets tonight coz mum aint home to do them herself ARGH! at least it is the last time.

i have two weeks left at my job then i have finished as i have resigned YAY!

Man this class is so boring. got no teacher. duno where she is but who really cares. it is a free lesson and you dont get many of them lol. so i shouldnt be complaining. but boredom has completely set in so HELP! :P